Back in training, Canberra

Not sure if I am a Canberrian right now? I guess not quite yet as I’m still looking for somewhere to live… It’s a little bit frustrating as it was a lot harder to find that what we initially thought. Our drama is that we need a furnished place for a short lease. Not easy.

Unfortunately it’s things like this that takes a little bit of energy from training. Together with our domestic dramas like a flat scooter battery and an expired rego… jeeze! I realized I either need an admin personnel or a boyfriend… I’m feeling highly unfit after my somewhat interrupted training schedule the past couple of months. Instead of a nice improvement I’m standing in the one spot more going backwards than anywhere else…

The squad is full of people banging out session after session and I sense I frustrating repeat of last year. Well, looking back that did turn out pretty darn good in the end. And I did have a great week back home collecting all these various sport awards.

Everything comes for a price.

You work hard and you do well.

You get a reward.

Or you keep pushing for that next thing around the corner.

When is it time to look back and enjoy what you just did?

That’s why I decided to do the 2x30hr travel and go back to Sweden.

So I know, I shouldn’t moan about my unfitness.

And I definitely shouldn’t stress about it.

But still it’s annoying.

Or, I just really miss being what I like most, fit.